Writing.....

For Mummy 

In the silent night the dew has settled

The moonlight floods the lawn

Bright as daylight, pure as dreaming

Suddenly my eyes are filling. 

In my silent heart the pain is waking

The loss and longing floods my mind

Hard as boulders, deep as canyons

Suddenly my heart exploding. 

In my silent room tears are flowing

The sobbing sorrow floods my soul

Piercing arrows, sharp as swords

Suddenly the dam releasing. 

In the silent realm of winter thawing

The aching fully breaks my heart

Soft as feathers, stark as deserts

Suddenly the feeling rising. 

In the silent stream of time

Her grief completely breaks my heart

Empty arms and shaking limbs

Suddenly my tears are flowing. 

In the silent realization

The pain of loss becomes my own

Her child gone, the future broken

Suddenly my soul is flaming. 

In the silent way of thinking

Her tears from far away are flooding

I sense her agony, her grief

Suddenly I can't stop crying. 

In the silent mocking quiet

The pain becomes so overwhelming

I didn't want to feel her pain

Suddenly the guilt controls me. 

Somehow silence muted grieving

Somehow feelings mutely drowned

Though I loved her, now I felt her

Suddenly her pain consumes me. 

Silent though the time may be

Flowing through the flooding rain

I have loved her, I have lost her

Somehow I will be restored.